♥ absorb and apply ♥

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I hope it’s not too late to apologize…
I am aware that I have given you so many headaches…
And believe it or not,
I am trying to absorb everything…

♥

I thought that what I have become since you came in my life,
Was enough…

I thought by changing my unwanted attitude is enough so I can say that I deserve you…
Until tonight I realize that there’s still so much to learn… to get rid of…

♥

Everything you said before I turned my back was true…
I can really be mean sometimes…
And it kills me to know that I disappointed you…
You are one of the last people I want to offend…
I always look forward and dream of seeing you completely happy…
(pwde mu ingon ug “having me around” pra specific)

♥

It’s going to be real hard for me now knowing I offended you…
You are special to me…
You make my heart happy…

♥

You did a lot of good things for me, things I can never repay with money…
I pray that in time, everything will be ok…
I just don’t know if I can still bring back the way we were…
I feel like the worst person ever…
Maybe that’s why most people don’t stay long…
They can’t stand me…

♥

I am deeply sorry for the damage done…
I don’t even know how to show you how sorry I am…
Honestly, I’m not good at this…
Apologizing and all that shit…
All I know is, life will surely suck if you’re not around…

;c

^tux

♥

♥ ♥ ♥ LOVE ♥ ♥ ♥

♥

♥ They say LOVE is something you can EAT! hihihi… just kidding...

♥ Most of us believe that when Love strikes it hits you so hard.
And that old school bullshits like,
Love is blind,
Love is like a bubble gum “ mu pilit maka buang! “ hahaha…

♥ Oh! Cut the crap.

♥ For me, LOVE is a big word. It’s a four letter BIG WORD.
I know some of you might not agree with me. But I really don’t care.
Love for me is when things begin to get ugly,
And after that you still learn to love each other everyday.
Love for me is when things didn’t come out the way it supposed to be,
And you just laugh.
Love for me is when during a fight,
You say sorry and say “pagsulay ra ni”.
Love for me is when you begin to feel guilty when you lie to him,
And begin to tell him everything, “only the things he should know”.
Love for me is when you cook for him his favorite dish,
And dying to hear him say “mi`a uie”. ( maski dli, har har )
Love for me is when you close your eyes,
And all you see is the vision of the two of you together.
Love for me is to never leave him,
And be with him even at the darkest hour.
Love for me is when you stop asking about “whys?”
And patiently waits.
Love for me is when you stop thinking about “I”,
And begin to think about “US”.


♥ I could really fill this whole sheet with thoughts about Love.But it’s becoming so “baduy” already. I don’t even know why
I started this.

♥ Warning:

Never let your hearts eat your brain.
Feed your brain first.
For it will be your source.
It will be your guide.
For your brain knows what’s best for your heart.
Don’t let your emotions swallow you.It slowly kills.

♥ 100708
@ 01:57a.m.
@ CRIB