I hope it’s not too late to apologize…
I am aware that I have given you so many headaches…
And believe it or not,
I am trying to absorb everything…
♥
I thought that what I have become since you came in my life,
Was enough…
I thought by changing my unwanted attitude is enough so I can say that I deserve you…
Until tonight I realize that there’s still so much to learn… to get rid of…
♥
Everything you said before I turned my back was true…
I can really be mean sometimes…
And it kills me to know that I disappointed you…
You are one of the last people I want to offend…
I always look forward and dream of seeing you completely happy…
(pwde mu ingon ug “having me around” pra specific)
♥
It’s going to be real hard for me now knowing I offended you…
You are special to me…
You make my heart happy…
♥
You did a lot of good things for me, things I can never repay with money…
I pray that in time, everything will be ok…
I just don’t know if I can still bring back the way we were…
I feel like the worst person ever…
Maybe that’s why most people don’t stay long…
They can’t stand me…
♥
I am deeply sorry for the damage done…
I don’t even know how to show you how sorry I am…
Honestly, I’m not good at this…
Apologizing and all that shit…
All I know is, life will surely suck if you’re not around…
;c
^tux
♥